weak

body getting weak and weak........................................................

Memory Recalled!

He called me this evening..I was suprise after 4 month didnt heard his voice..

I thought time will prove everything..But seems like times cant do anything..

When i heard his voice again..everything come back to me again..

I don't know why will like that...

We chit chat for a while...If can i really hope he don't find me anymore...

At least i will be better...

HoW?

My place going to sunset..
How about your place?
My place feeling cold..
How about your place?
My place everything have changed..
I changed to more mature thinking...
I start to write my diary..
So how about you?

My place going to sunrise..
How about your place?
My place feeling hot..
How about your place?
My place everything have changed..
I changed to do not cry anymore..
I keep all photo of us...
So how about you?

If we still together what will happen?
Is it we still love one another?
Like starting that time...
Hold each other hands even sky are going to sunrise...

If we still together what will happen?
Is is we still cheating our own feeling?
Like when our love is end...
You still ask for my forgiveness...

I wont forgive...
Because i don't know how to forgive....

Pinky

I still Love him

I still love him..i cant get him out of my mind...

Because of him i work here..now without him i don't know what can i do?

I really hope 1 day he will said "PInky..i come to fetch u home..its time to back home"

But i know this wont happen to me....just some of my stupid thinking!!!!!!

How could i forget a guy that don't love me anymore but i still love him?

Somebody help?

Dear,your love is the truest Thing I know!

I may not tell you often enough,but your love is a gift in my life that i'm thankful for every single day.You're there beside me with your unending support(when i'm down),whatever comes along - you lift up,encourage me,and help me achieve my dreams.You listen and understand when I need to sort things out or make a decision.You're my partner in plans and adventures,the one who helps make life fun.In big moments and little "ordinary" ones,your love is something real I can trust and believe in and that makes all the difference.It's not an exaggeration to say that you're a huge part of the meaning and inspiration in my life.I just hope you know,how much I appreciate and love you in return.Thanks for loving,caring,sharing with my life...

I found a place so SaFe(without a single Tear...)

I wish we could find a perfect little place of the world without any single tear,safe from all the stuff that gets us down.I wish we could just leave life and all it's demand behind to really live and love the way I know we both want to.But until we find that magical place,let's appreciate what we have,right here and right now.Let's put all that other stuff on hold and get back to the most important thing of all : Our Love..I want to be good to you and make you smile that smile I love and I want us to rediscover all the thing that make us happy.There's a place in our hearts where nothing else matters but you and me.....Meet me there,ok?I waiting for you there.........

Hey Garfield!

Working in Singapore is like Morning wake up..go working..Night..came back..sleep....


I'm tired with this kind of life...


I thought if i busy with  my work i can forget Garfield...


But it doesn't work....So...


I'm preparing for my journey.........


Already get my ticket...with my Passport....


I'm ready going to the place that i wish to go with u...(The Picture that i show)


Garfield...You have to take care yourself!!!


Maybe in the future when u see me again...You won't recognize me anymore........


God Bless you!!

The Cards Between U & ME

During year 2007 i wrote a X'mas card for you!And it still with me!

How romantic when we are together!But i know you not really like to collect card..As most of the card i give  to you..After that you will throw it away...Maybe u don't like the card given by me..I know you wrote a love letter for him..I know u love him much..that's why u go away from me...

During year 2007 you went to Hong Kong and post me the post card..I was so happy....

Hope you will back home soon...

Forgot how many days we separate..

I start to like to watch raining alone...

You never contact me anymore..

I want to get happy but i got no energy to do that wihtout u..

Real life like a movie...

Ending nobody will know..

Once we passed tha faith i know we can't look back anymore..

No matter how hard u try also useless..

I love you..You are my important memory in my heart..

Stay inside my heart...No matter what will happen...

No one can take away you from my soul...

I know i still lOve u

PInky

Marina Barrage!

I went to Marina Barrage..With Nicholas

It was a wonderful night..

So many teenagers played kite over there..

Wind was so strong..Take away all my sadness..

Thanks Nic..I have such a friends like you...

It's so much fun with someone friends like u......


PInky

"From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart"

"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind

Where do I go?

And you didn't hear

All my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my first love, you were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love, I never knew love

'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.

Give our love a chance for one more day"

We could have worked things out

Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart

Through my dreams through my heart

And I'm back where I started again

Never thought it would end

You promised yourself

But to somebody else

And you made it so perfectly clear

Still I wish you were here

 

I like this song..It sing out that all my feeling from the bottom of my broken heart..You are my First LOve,my True Love..

I miss that time i cooked for you..

I miss that time i prepared breakfast for u..

I miss that time i do tea for you..

I miss that time i iron your clothes..

I miss that time u bully with "xiao mei"..

I miss that time u wait me finished work..

I miss your face when you angry..

I miss your face when you eating..

I miss your smile..

I miss when u carried of me..

I miss when u disturb me..

I miss when u talk to me..

I miss you so much..

But i know that is for somebody else..No belong to me anymore..When i can forget you?

PinKy

A Song For "HOME"

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two

“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I’m lucky, I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

'Cause this was not your dream

But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all be all right

I’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home

Remember the song?It's our favourite song..Everytime when i listen to this song its so much meaning for me..Last time i might be not really understand what is the meaning of the lyric.I think it was because i never had that experience so that's why i not really understand..But right now i totally understand what's the lyric meaning..So when you want to come back home?I still waiting you at the home.. How lucky am i that caring and love by you..I'm sorry baby i don't appreciate last ime..Normally when thing is lost human only will appreciate.
....................

Please back home ok?

PInky

A tub Full With your LoVe!

I hate it when we fight,because I know deep in my heart

how much we care for one another.It's silly,when you think about it,that two people who love each other should have such a hard time getting back on the right track.I want so much for us to listen openly to each other and focus on what brought us together in the first place...to get past the hurt and tears to the hugs and kisses...beyond misunderstanding to forgiveness.I'm more than willing to try,and I hope you are..too..Because when things are right between us,life couldn't be better.And I can't wait till we're back enjoying each other again.Do you still remember how we met last time?I was met you in axcest(people like us) website..then after that we chat each other through msn..then we exchange contact number..I still remember we start our relationship 15 March 2005,and we first met was on May 2005 in JB Larkin bus station.And you was borrow car from your friends to fetch me back to your hostel..We lost during back home as you not really know JB place..Same as me too.Well..it is quiet interesting memory in my mind..I still remember it..Time passed fast.Now already 2010.And i cant forget you,I still miss you...Love

PInky

Give all your Worries and Care to God!

I said a prayer for you today.And know god must have heard.I felt the answer in my heart although He spoke no word.I didn't ask for wealth or fame(I knew you won't mind).I asked him to send treasures of a far more lasting kind!I asked that He'd be near to you at the start of each new day,to grant you health and blessing and friends to share your way!I asked for happiness for you in all things great and small.But it was for His loving care I prayed for most of all.I had asked the Lord:Why when i in the hard time you never help me to passed?The Lord replied:My son my precious child,I love you and would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you saw only one set of footprints,it was then that i carried you.I asked again:Why you give him to me and then take away from me again?The Lord replied:My son..This is fate..I didn't take him away from you..Just the fate of you and him is end..As long as he stay inside your heart forever..Real love doesn't mean must together..As long as you enjoy every moment that together with him!I asked again:What should i do now?The Lord replied: 1.Trust - Do not let your hearts be troubled.Trust in God,trust also in me and you.John 14:1. 2.Courage - Be strong and courageous for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.Joshua 1:9. 3.Wisdom - If any of you lacks wisdom,he should ask God,who gives generously to all.James 1:5. 4.Love - For god so loved the world that He gave His one and only son.John 3:16. 5.Hope - "For i know the plans i have for you," declares the Lord."....plans to give you hope and a future."Jeremiah 29:11. 6.Faith - Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.Hebrews 11:1.

 Remember God always beside to support you all the time.....

PInky

I got extra...Extra LOVE for you!

Real love,like real life,is never perfect,and happily ever after only happens in fairy tales story.Somehow real problems always find us.Sometimes angry words are spoken.Sometimes we just get on each other's nerres.But the important thing to remember is that our love is always there,full of forgiveness and understanding waiting for more happy times to share.Real love is powerful stuff.It doesn't need to be perfect to survive and grow.In fact,our love probably wouldn't be as strong as it is if we hadn't survived a few tough times.We'll get through this time too.I love you and I trust in our love no matter the world keep changing but my love for you will never change.So i would like to ask the little postman send all my love to your heart at this moment...Precious every moment that we had before......

The Power Of LOVE!

Who knew that love could be this powerful?Who knew that it could take over a heart so completely?You've become such a huge part of my life that it seem impossible that there was a time when i didn't even know you.Our relationship is so "RIGHT" in so many ways that i feel happy every time when i think about it.I want to be the one you turn to when you need someone to lean on,someone to understand,or just to know that there's someone in this world who loves you unconditionally.I promise in return to be open,honest,and the best person i can be.We can get along fine on our own,but together...we have it all.Who knew life could be this great all because of you.You had changed my life,my dream,my love,my everything.Love can be this wonderful all because of your LOVE!I love you...


PInky

Be mine!

I love you because you understand me better than anyone.I've ever known you can make me happy and soothe away my cares with just a touch on a word.I love you because we have so much fun together,whenever we go and whatever we do.I love the way you can make me laugh when i need it the most.I love you because of the dream we built together,the ones we're still working on,and the ones we'll dream up years from now.Although the dream is broken already.I still believe the dream.I love you because you're a better person with me by my side.You give me life a deeper meaning and purpose.I love you because you're my world,my everything,and that will never change.Finally i know that is me without you i can't survice and not u without me can't survice.I hope one day u will come back to my side..we hold each other hands walk until the end of time..No matter how hard the way..i know we can pass it..


I love u :P

PinKy